2nd January 2013 | hannahhh24's Blog
Well it's now 1:45am and I haven't been to sleep yet, I'm not even tired, the urge to cut again has just come over me. I have tons of homework and jobs to get done before I go back to school, not enough time. Don't really want to go back to school and have to face everyone with all there questions.. Especially my teacher.. she will come and get me out of lessons to talk to me. Ask me how I "coped" over the holidays, well I won't be telling her about my overdose... I'm fine. Well when I did eventually go to sleep I hope I wouldn't wake up.. I don't know why but I'm just so terrified about going back to school, I don't want to face anybody, because I know in the back of my head I will be screaming at myself to tell people about my feelings. I hate it! I just want to feel normal! But it's OK because I'm fine. I got a phone call off a police lady today to discuss what's going to happen in the New Year with my Sexual Abuse, have to talk to a Sargent now.. I'm absolutely terrified! I hate police they scare the life out of me... This year is going to be fun o.O
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